encouragement from going to church

Its kind of ironic that the very same thing that used to upset me when I would go to church on Sunday mornings now encourages me. All of the "stuff" that we all know people have problems with, and that we talked about many times I am sure, creates a sense of security in my beliefs now, it strengthens my newly transformed mind on where I am spiritually and where I am with the church and where I am with Christianity. It excites about where I am heading with all of this, what it is leading up to.
Before recently it has been a while since I have had a good conversation about all of this stuff, I really wish I had what I, and we, had last year. I know it will be back with different people and in different places. But what we had was definitely incredible.