family frustration

does anyone else struggle with family relationships? I know that that is a dumb question in the sense that Im sure everyone does, but its one of those rhetorical questions that has to be asked. It sucks because I love my family and vice versa, but I dont know how to let them get to know me. They dont know the same person that all of you know. And I know that there is specific reasons why that is, but the frustrating thing is that I wont let myself overcome that ya know. Its like the only thing that I can think of when I am around them all is "when can I get away?" This might sound pretty vague, and probably intentionally, but none the less you get the point. So if there is someone else out there that has family crap dont feel alone, because I have it too, and Im sure we all do. Ive come to realize something, that if I would not have held in my past from so many people then I could have helped someone else realize that their family is not the only dysfunctional one and in return they would have told me about their family crap and how I am not the only one. So if anyone needs to talk about how crazy their family is and how you dont know how to deal with it at times, I am all ears. I know I have said it before, but I really do love you guys.